with you beside me, or equal to dead.
your presence makes me feel so gay.
Q. In this age of CDs, DVDs and everything coming ready made, how important a role does the live orchestra play?
A: To start with, it’s thrilling to have a set of people sitting on stage and playing. Music is very soothing even the most chaotic auditorium can fall silent in a minute, if you have a striking performance with incredible music. In this age of CDs and DVDs, if the sound system goes bad, it can be quite detrimental to the performance. But if the recording and sound system is good, then its okay, but nothing matches the live orchestra.
Q. You’re the winner of a Dance reality show on TV, so how doe feel to be on TV? Is it different from giving a live performance?
A: The process of going to another state and competing with the dancers of that state was truly exciting. We never paid any attention to the camera rolling or the anchor speaking, all we were bothered about was our performance on stage; in other words, it was no different from a live performance. Only after everything was over that we realised that it was a TV show. When it came to doing my bit, my dance was all that mattered to me.
Q. You made your international debut at the Indian High Commission, Malaysia. How did that feel and how important was it for you?
A: Speaking honestly, two years ago dance meant something else to me, now dance means much more to me. When my mother said that I was going to debut there, it sounded exciting and the experience was thrilling, but somehow my aesthetic sense was not very active then. But talking about its importance, now. I value it a lot and in a way, you can call it my defining moment.
Q. Like you said, you’re handling classes at your Jubilee hills centre, and so do you enjoy teaching?
A: I love teaching! I love dealing with youngsters. I think that young minds are the most beautiful creation of God. Not just dance, but I love conducting sessions, due to which I take part in a lot youth programs. I am there wherever I can go and make my contribution there.
Q. How did SPICMACAY happen?
A: It happened accidentally, one of my aunts, just called and said that there was an advertisement in the newspaper and that they were offering scholarships and I could learn whatever I wanted to learn. I looked through the list and saw Kathak, and all I remembered was Madhuri in Devdas. Very few got selected, and with my guru we were just four students. In order to attend this, I had to miss my diploma exams, but I felt that a diploma can happen any other time also, but not this.
Q. Be it being a meritorious student or a successful dancer, a great organiser or an enthusiastic teacher, you’ve been there and done that, how do you manage to strike the perfect balance?
A: It has a lot to do with watching my Mum, my Guru and my senior Smitha Madhav. I've seen these women, play so many different roles to perfection and that’s rubbed onto me so much. My father's multi-dimensional personality has also influenced me a lot. My Mum, who's a scientist, a doctor, a mother, all put into one, is my role model. Seeing all these people manage so many things so well, makes you feel like you're capable of it too. That’s what is needed for a person to be capable, not the potential or talent. My study of Psychology has also changed my outlook, that’s where my mind plays a role. Just one appreciation also encourages me a lot. When you fail, you know the importance of success. Its basically just the need or desire to do it all.
Q. What are your other hobbies?
A: I love reading books, writing poetry, taking care of my dogs,meeting up old friends, watching movies (big-time bollywood fan) and I just love cleaning . I love to see cleanliness and neatness every where!
Q. What are your future plans?
A: As of now, I am in my final year of graduation in Psychology. Dance and Psychology are my priorities right now. I plan to continue pursuing my various inerests in terms of contributing to society through many channels. I want to communicate to the world with whatever I have. Visual media is very powerful, through dance ballets and dramas, through my poetry, articles and talking to young minds, going to schools and inspiring people. In short make a difference in the world through my art form. It’s so divine and powerful. I am very grateful to all my teachers, and don't have any regrets in my life.
When the cause is great, the result is greater. I want to keep my cause very humble, and I expect the results to be so.